Tuesday, December 14, 2010

क्या नाम दू

कुछ खोयी हुई यादे को क्या नाम दू |
To say it was past, one should move on, this is the way life moves etc .. is a great thing. Why do we search for a name for every relation? I did that mistake to name a relation, tried to look deeper into it, could not at that time fathom it, and lost it, and did not realize it too. But there is an eventuality, what has started had to end. May be i missed this moot point. It does hurt to know, that you do not hold the same position as you did in the relationship, but then it is wise to accept it, for everything has to come to an end. I tried to find out why the end came, to reason it out, tried to recover it, reignite it but the doors were shut and i realized it was a hangover, the baggage of the relationship, the leftovers that remained.   
But today as i stand, i realized that what had happened was for the good. It still hurts, but there is a silver lining, that i was a medium for the greater things to come. I was the experiment and every experiment had to end, it cannot be indefinite. The voice still lingers, the arguments, the hours, the topics, ... endless memories. What i had a privilege to at that time, today a large amount of people have the privilege.