Why am i writing this, its just because the feeling i have is so intense. The problem is there is no place to let it out. When the doors of communication close, its the most difficult time. I feel bad, destroyed from inside, helpless and the worst part is i cant do anything about it. For once, i feel i have let down the one i loved. Years and years of my efforts go down the drain. Some moments of indiscretion and the resultant effects will echo for the rest of my life. I stand in front of God and ask for forgiveness for what i have done.
Expression of love is considered as a good thing, but at times it can also be the cause of pain. Here i stand with memories of older days to be with me and hold me together for the coming times. Its is going to be tough, there would be weak moments, but i hope the memories will hold me together. For that is all i have left ...
