I have seen many times, that i perform the best when under severe pressure. The worst situation brings out the best in me. It pushes my mind to the extremes to stimulate it, to bash it and in the end the hyper activated mind delivers. Is this escapism? Am i a escapist ? Do i use the mechanism of keeping the brain busy in a side activity to tide out the rough times? Is this a good way?
I am on fire, least the fire douse me let me douse it in the way i know the best.
