Its all about the refresh

Waiting for a message, trying to best describe how it feels :) 

Ah, I press the button, Refresh,
Look at the screen., hasn’t changed

I curse my luck, Look at the clock,
Back to the button, A look at the screen

A disappointed sigh, A stabbing pain
A receding hope, Ah, where is the button

But alas, the hope in me, hopeless as it is
Pushes me, a press again, A look at the screen

Alas ... for infinity